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.Tuesday, October 13, 2009 ' 6:20 PM Y
i love you. ♥

oh I love the rain
It makes the world so surreal
When I bike in the rain at night
I feel like I'm in the oldschool 1950s boardingschool Bully RPG
That has like the best soundtrack on earth
Seriously nostalgic. :D
Plus it improves my mood for some reason



.Saturday, October 10, 2009 ' 11:34 PM Y
i love you. ♥

I feel like we're just playing a game.
Neither of us will acknowledge what's been left unspoken
One of us will tire of this little act we stage
And I will be the one left hurt and alone
Wouldn't it be easier if we could honestly speak,
and forget about everyone else?
Things are too damn complicated.
And I can only drown in these regrets
and wish I had chosen a different path
For I believe what should have been mutual is now one-sided
And I long for something that could have been
& for what should have been.


~It's not who you think it is
In fact it's just an alias.
Like Beyonce has her Sasha Fierce
I have my... 



.Thursday, October 8, 2009 ' 8:17 PM Y
i love you. ♥

oh dude.... I just read someone else's blog and they have the exact opposite of what I wrote >.> in the same angry voice. Wow. So oppositionally correspondent o3o btw moderated the post a little so there wouldn't be so much swearing and death threats
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I HATE THE crap OUT OF them not pretty asian POSERS ON CRUNCHYROLL TRYING TO BE SCENE AND EMO with their very tacky unnaturally colored contact lenses and greasy&&trashy attempts at the idealized beautiful scene hair.

I FUCKING HATE THE SHIT OUT OF THOSE BUTTUGLY ASIAN POSERS ON CRUNCHYROLL TRYING TO BE SCENE AND EMO with their stupid& very tacky contact lenses and greasy trashy attempts at scene hair. I want to sit on their face and take a shit. FAGS.

OH MY GO(odness).

Just watch them tarnish the name of Scene and Emo.
It just enrages me soooooo much.
Okay. I have to justify why I'm mad. It's because I spent a lot of time reading all these things up. And real scene/emo people online get really really mad at these things. It's not just me. It's totally normal when you see your lifestyle made a mockery of by wannabes (not my lifestyle btw)but I share in the hateful feeling.

and the hair of the people on crunchyroll! >:O
It's all dyed with streaks of prostitute-ish tawn.

"Dolla Dolla Make you Holla"

I don't even want her picture on here because its ruining my blog.
(yeah. my blog is pretty bad already, so that's saying something)

You want to be scene?
Do it like Melissa Marie.
Actually no don't.
There's only one Melissa Marie
and she's mine

LOVE <3



.Wednesday, October 7, 2009 ' 10:22 PM Y
i love you. ♥

I miss you tino people.



. ' 7:08 PM Y
i love you. ♥

Not enough time to write many more posts.
Also since there are people I don't really know
actually reading my posts... I've decided to moderate
some of what I write >.>
Also. I would like to say sorry if
I gossiped about you or were mean to
you in general (except this one person, she's excluded)
or were racist about indian people, or condescending,
or made you feel hated
lol. I have a feeling if I put like a picture on fb
that was like instead of telling me a memory about you&me
tell me something you hate about me
&& it'd be like a flooddd
Because there's something about basically all my
friends that I could say that I didn't like..
just minor/tiny things. no big deal... I still love you all(:
so that means there has to be something wrong/bad about
me (for ex. being a hater. being ugly. w/e)
which is why I'm apologizing

hand.(:



.Sunday, October 4, 2009 ' 3:28 PM Y
i love you. ♥

This is something I used to often do myself (well at least the first part) so I don't want to sound like I'm bitching at anyone. Please(:
btw. If you think my recent blogs are really bitchy, either leave this blog and find something worth your time or read some earlier entries.
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okay. we get it.
you've got friends.

its these things that annoy the piss out of me
liek this whole social status thing
where you write crap in order to tell
readers that you've got friends and you're not a nobody
by including as many popular ppl's names as possible
to show that you 'associate' with them
and are therefore popular by association

btw this has nothing to do with any specific
person, so no lashbacks please.
I know a lot of people like this.
Goddamn sheep mentality turning everyone into tools

for example, I know this girl
she's pretty & nice and all but what really annoys me
is that whenever she appears somewhere
normal people that I was just talking to seconds ago
suddenly defect and start following her around.
They agree to everything she says
laugh at every joke, no matter how stupid
want to carry all her stuff,
and whenever she says "ow" or something along those lines,
there's a chorus of "are you okay"s
well mostly they're just from ****
...

but srsly. does she look like she just died?
of course she's okay.
It's so fucking annoying.
suck-ups and leeches.
If you want fame and fortune, you're not going
to get it by being a bottom feeder. Do it your own way.
Well I guess
as long as there are leaders
there will always be sheep.

http://gothgirl.glogster.com/Leaders-and-Sheep/

something along these lines but not as intense.



. ' 10:12 AM Y
i love you. ♥

hahaha ignore the previous post
The notion of fresh blood just made me salivate
hard to resist you know?
plus. I'm always up for a good fight (:



.Saturday, October 3, 2009 ' 5:17 PM Y
i love you. ♥

Okay. I take this back.
I was mean. She didn't deserve it. And I changed my mixpod feature. Sorry I still need the c-box because I'm not smart enough to module comments or w/e(:
see you're better than me :DDD
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wtf. bitch.

I'm not changing anything.
If you don't like it,
deal with it.
you sure know how to hold a grudge
That girl called "Pillsbury" who commented
in my C-box is the one that showed
me the blog HTML and formatting shit
and the mixpod and C-box
It's not a unique feature loser.

oh wait. you don't like the fact that
you're not the only one that has k-pop?
k I'll take that off then

goddamn.
I have no idea what I should do about you

hahah agree with diana right?
**** ****** ****-** ** * ** *** ****** ******.
* **** *** ******* ** **** *** *****.



.Friday, October 2, 2009 ' 2:39 PM Y
i love you. ♥

Hi Julie.
"..Anyway, shower. It's really like, you know, soothing to be in warm water. Unless your mother is always screaming at you to 'HURRY UP AND GET THE HELL OUT OR I'LL BREAK THIS DOOR DOWN && KILL YOU.'But usually it's great. Activites include dousing my hair in shampoo&& conditioner and not solving the superstring theory. Psh. who has time for such crap? Shower is strictly recreational.. at least for Julie & her fuzzy armwarmers. Concordant to popular belief, the shower head IS a great sex tool. It very much like a vibrator. So next time you're in the shower, grab a stool and your art project, because you're going to create some masterpieces."

dude.
Julie. What's so awesome about crafts and blah blah.
ok fine I'll respect your hobbies and blah
but this paragraph makes me strangely angry >.>
I love MONTA VISTA sweats. They are beautiful

aren't all these books on sex?
The title "The Adoration of Jenna Fox"
stands out because I read something about
it being about fornicating
oh wait. The summary doesnt say anything about it.
but don't worry. I watch porn on Youtube. :D

~The Lost Symbol by Dan Brown
Dan Brown is a gay fish.
His books suck.
Because the Vatican was saved.
And the good forces prevailed again.
Stupid cliche plots >:O
Wasted about 2 days of my life.



. ' 2:33 PM Y
i love you. ♥

about 4/5 of what I previously wrote was just made up crap.
only 1/5 of it actually addresses my real issue
Come onnnn,
I needed some sort of topic opener so that
what I was planning on saying would sound relevant
and not totally awkward and random
Like, omg... this person is so.. so and so
that sounds totally stalker-ish without some sort of intro
Psh. Really
Did you really think I had no friends?
(well not that anyone said anything >.>)
Lameeeeee

I'm just using my aliases :D



.Thursday, October 1, 2009 ' 7:00 PM Y
i love you. ♥

dude.
I hate my life...
Mostly its just me sabotaging everything again <:

Okay, I made some new friends/acquaintances
and they're all weirdossss.. (except for you, Diana :D)
A: Is such a player >.> Basically asked every guy she knew out.
She also gives off a weird lesbo vibe o.o not cool
B: Plain weird... also not the most attractive
there are more weird ppl but I won't go into detail.

New friends/ friends I make are usually people that
I feel are not very attractive
because then they can't think badly of me
or they would be a fucking huge hypocrite.
also they're much less intimidating and easier to manipulate.
But you know, one gets sick of it sometimes.
Notice I used the word usually. Emphasize on usually.
I don't think anybody is ugly. ♥ I swear

There's this person I used to be like bffs with...
but I totally messed it up back in like 2nd grade
&& I so totally regret that. It's too late to go back
even though I made a weak attempt
whatever I give up):

...I don't fit into the leftover ppl from our
asian group because they're all way too quite.
And therefore, not very interesting.
But then I didn't hang out with the
other Lawson ppl there during Lawson...
so I don't really fit in there either.
and the guys are okay but they're a bit too nerdy
for my taste.

danggg I just want to belong somewhere you knowwww
that's why I can relate to Sean :D
(hope you don't mind me using you as an example)

omg.. having a social dilemma hereeee

...considering that the people at MV
are all I have because my
'family' doesn't care about me.

~btw this is only temporary
and I fear I may have over exaggerated
a little(because I'm such a dramaqueen)
so no uncontrollable pity-ing and
condescending thoughts please
Be gentle(:








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