oh I love the rain

I feel like we're just playing a game.

oh dude.... I just read someone else's blog and they have the exact opposite of what I wrote >.> in the same angry voice. Wow. So oppositionally correspondent o3o btw moderated the post a little so there wouldn't be so much swearing and death threats
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I HATE THE crap OUT OF them not pretty asian POSERS ON CRUNCHYROLL TRYING TO BE SCENE AND EMO with their very tacky unnaturally colored contact lenses and greasy&&trashy attempts at the idealized beautiful scene hair. I FUCKING HATE THE SHIT OUT OF THOSE BUTTUGLY ASIAN POSERS ON CRUNCHYROLL TRYING TO BE SCENE AND EMO with their stupid& very tacky contact lenses and greasy trashy attempts at scene hair. I want to sit on their face and take a shit. FAGS.

OH MY GO(odness).

Just watch them tarnish the name of Scene and Emo.
It just enrages me soooooo much.
Okay. I have to justify why I'm mad. It's because I spent a lot of time reading all these things up. And real scene/emo people online get really really mad at these things. It's not just me. It's totally normal when you see your lifestyle made a mockery of by wannabes (not my lifestyle btw)but I share in the hateful feeling.

and the hair of the people on crunchyroll! >:O
It's all dyed with streaks of prostitute-ish tawn.

"Dolla Dolla Make you Holla"

I don't even want her picture on here because its ruining my blog.
(yeah. my blog is pretty bad already, so that's saying something)

You want to be scene?
Do it like Melissa Marie.
Actually no don't.
There's only one Melissa Marie
and she's mine

LOVE <3

I miss you tino people.

Not enough time to write many more posts.
Also since there are people I don't really know
actually reading my posts... I've decided to moderate
some of what I write >.>
Also. I would like to say sorry if
I gossiped about you or were mean to
you in general (except this one person, she's excluded)
or were racist about indian people, or condescending,
or made you feel hated
lol. I have a feeling if I put like a picture on fb
that was like instead of telling me a memory about you&me
tell me something you hate about me
&& it'd be like a flooddd
Because there's something about basically all my
friends that I could say that I didn't like..
just minor/tiny things. no big deal... I still love you all(:
so that means there has to be something wrong/bad about
me (for ex. being a hater. being ugly. w/e)
which is why I'm apologizing

hand.(:

This is something I used to often do myself (well at least the first part) so I don't want to sound like I'm bitching at anyone. Please(:
btw. If you think my recent blogs are really bitchy, either leave this blog and find something worth your time or read some earlier entries.
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okay. we get it.
you've got friends.

its these things that annoy the piss out of me
liek this whole social status thing
where you write crap in order to tell
readers that you've got friends and you're not a nobody
by including as many popular ppl's names as possible
to show that you 'associate' with them
and are therefore popular by association

btw this has nothing to do with any specific
person, so no lashbacks please.
I know a lot of people like this.
Goddamn sheep mentality turning everyone into tools

for example, I know this girl
she's pretty & nice and all but what really annoys me
is that whenever she appears somewhere
normal people that I was just talking to seconds ago
suddenly defect and start following her around.
They agree to everything she says
laugh at every joke, no matter how stupid
want to carry all her stuff,
and whenever she says "ow" or something along those lines,
there's a chorus of "are you okay"s
well mostly they're just from ****
...

but srsly. does she look like she just died?
of course she's okay.
It's so fucking annoying.
suck-ups and leeches.
If you want fame and fortune, you're not going
to get it by being a bottom feeder. Do it your own way.
Well I guess
as long as there are leaders
there will always be sheep.

http://gothgirl.glogster.com/Leaders-and-Sheep/

something along these lines but not as intense.

hahaha ignore the previous post
The notion of fresh blood just made me salivate
hard to resist you know?
plus. I'm always up for a good fight (:

Okay. I take this back.
I was mean. She didn't deserve it. And I changed my mixpod feature. Sorry I still need the c-box because I'm not smart enough to module comments or w/e(:
see you're better than me :DDD
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wtf. bitch.

I'm not changing anything.
If you don't like it,
deal with it.
you sure know how to hold a grudge
That girl called "Pillsbury" who commented
in my C-box is the one that showed
me the blog HTML and formatting shit
and the mixpod and C-box
It's not a unique feature loser.

oh wait. you don't like the fact that
you're not the only one that has k-pop?
k I'll take that off then

goddamn.
I have no idea what I should do about you

hahah agree with diana right?
**** ****** ****-** ** * ** *** ****** ******.
* **** *** ******* ** **** *** *****.

Hi Julie.
"..Anyway, shower. It's really like, you know, soothing to be in warm water. Unless your mother is always screaming at you to 'HURRY UP AND GET THE HELL OUT OR I'LL BREAK THIS DOOR DOWN && KILL YOU.'But usually it's great. Activites include dousing my hair in shampoo&& conditioner and not solving the superstring theory. Psh. who has time for such crap? Shower is strictly recreational.. at least for Julie & her fuzzy armwarmers. Concordant to popular belief, the shower head IS a great sex tool. It very much like a vibrator. So next time you're in the shower, grab a stool and your art project, because you're going to create some masterpieces."

dude.
Julie. What's so awesome about crafts and blah blah.
ok fine I'll respect your hobbies and blah
but this paragraph makes me strangely angry >.>
I love MONTA VISTA sweats. They are beautiful

aren't all these books on sex?
The title "The Adoration of Jenna Fox"
stands out because I read something about
it being about fornicating
oh wait. The summary doesnt say anything about it.
but don't worry. I watch porn on Youtube. :D

~The Lost Symbol by Dan Brown
Dan Brown is a gay fish.
His books suck.
Because the Vatican was saved.
And the good forces prevailed again.
Stupid cliche plots >:O
Wasted about 2 days of my life.

about 4/5 of what I previously wrote was just made up crap.
only 1/5 of it actually addresses my real issue
Come onnnn,
I needed some sort of topic opener so that
what I was planning on saying would sound relevant
and not totally awkward and random
Like, omg... this person is so.. so and so
that sounds totally stalker-ish without some sort of intro
Psh. Really
Did you really think I had no friends?
(well not that anyone said anything >.>)
Lameeeeee

I'm just using my aliases :D

dude.
I hate my life...
Mostly its just me sabotaging everything again <:

Okay, I made some new friends/acquaintances
and they're all weirdossss.. (except for you, Diana :D)
A: Is such a player >.> Basically asked every guy she knew out.
She also gives off a weird lesbo vibe o.o not cool
B: Plain weird... also not the most attractive
there are more weird ppl but I won't go into detail.

New friends/ friends I make are usually people that
I feel are not very attractive
because then they can't think badly of me
or they would be a fucking huge hypocrite.
also they're much less intimidating and easier to manipulate.
But you know, one gets sick of it sometimes.
Notice I used the word usually. Emphasize on usually.
I don't think anybody is ugly. ♥ I swear

There's this person I used to be like bffs with...
but I totally messed it up back in like 2nd grade
&& I so totally regret that. It's too late to go back
even though I made a weak attempt
whatever I give up):

...I don't fit into the leftover ppl from our
asian group because they're all way too quite.
And therefore, not very interesting.
But then I didn't hang out with the
other Lawson ppl there during Lawson...
so I don't really fit in there either.
and the guys are okay but they're a bit too nerdy
for my taste.

danggg I just want to belong somewhere you knowwww
that's why I can relate to Sean :D
(hope you don't mind me using you as an example)

omg.. having a social dilemma hereeee

...considering that the people at MV
are all I have because my
'family' doesn't care about me.

~btw this is only temporary
and I fear I may have over exaggerated
a little(because I'm such a dramaqueen)
so no uncontrollable pity-ing and
condescending thoughts please
Be gentle(:

My hair is growing out again.
I ought to cut it... maybe?(:
I'm so bored I'm talking about my hair >.>
Anyway, I spent way too much time chatting on G-mail and stuff
that I neglected most of my homework.
And then I had to do most of them in class.
Yeah. I'm such a loser.

omg. I want to move up to Art 2 so badddd.. :'(
Because Art 1 is really slow.. and I have other ulterior motives
hohoho

...
I want a nose job.
and I also want a blepharoplasty. (eyelid)
I might be able to get the eyelid one when I'm 16,
as far as I've convinced my dad.

~~MY BEASTLY VOLLEYBALL TEAM

I ♥ my volleyball team.
omg
we just had the most intense game ever.
Against Mountain View.
Seriously.
For game one, Mountain View won because the officials called
so many fouls for us, like net violation, double touch set, blah blah blah.
That made us lose about 7-8 points. We totally could have won if that hadn't happened...
Since the only way to win after the first game's loss,
would be to win two times in a row for the next two games, it became so much more intense.
Every point seriously counted. We had our winning streak at stake. Since so far, we've
won ever game we had 4:0 So it was a highstakes game. That makes it so much more fun
to watch and be a part of.
The second game ended at like 25 to 23
and the third game at 15 to 11
lol. It's really surreal during that point at the end where we finally
win the game, and all of that tension that just been mounting and mounting breaks, and everyone on our team gets up and screams and jumps on the court.
LOL. I know.

I so cannot wait to play Gunn high.
Cuz like... Zoe is on that team. And I cannot wait to cream her and her team.
MONTA VISTA IS THE BEAST. YEAH BBY.

I ♥ choir too.
Cuz I have soprano. Yay.
And soprano gets to sing the melody.
Alto is kinda boring cuz to me it sounds pretty monotone....

Any posts written before this line are
possibly quite stupid and should only be read if you find that interesting.
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I hate reading books that remind me/tell me that all men like to eat pizza, guzzle beer, make homebase on a couch while watching sports, and are essentially masturbating sex hungry dogs.
Pretty Sexist huh? Makes you mad?
I try to avoid books like that cuz they make me annoyed/mad/worried/w/e
There is no way I would ever want to be married to such a gross simple-minded masturbating creature for the rest of my life, so I try to avoid books like that at all costs.
Because, they are really convincing on my impressionable mind and I srsly hope that its not true. o.o

omg
I wrote that previous post four days ago, and I'm still watching Scrubs. Everyday.
I think its because I have no social life... or summer is just becoming a bit too long.
But I love Scrubs.
I love it so much that when I finish watching Season 8 when it comes out, I'm seriously going to be bawling for hours.
My favorite character would have to be Elliot Reid.
Well less now since she changed her hairstyle. :[
I love neurotic crazy characters with low self-esteem. :D



:'D JD is so sweet. Tears are streaming down my face. :( The greatest sitcom of all time like... ended. :[

Math classes at TTL ended recently. :(
I liked those classes.
Like, Harold(the teacher) was somewhat vain since all his examples included himself winning something... but anywhooo if it weren't for him I would've definitely dropped out of Think Tank.
Not that he's hot or anything(geeky)... but I love people with charisma and social skills! (a trait I sadly lack) :DDDD
Even after five weeks no one actually talked to each other, but like...
It still feels weird not seeing those faces like tomorrow...
I think its just the prospect of realizing that you won't ever see some people again, which ruins the illusion of the world revolving around you :DDDD

I love Scrubs.
Cuz like, the main character JD, is a loser, but he still plays a huge part in the whole thing. It shows that losers can fit in too.
It's like therapy watching half a season everyday.
(btw, I currently possess seasons 2-6 from the library so like... no one else can take my loves :D ...Much like the maternal love I took to the Wii Bully Games from the library too :DDDDDD)
And whoever wrote the script is A GENIUS.
I could get a six-pack from laughing all the time.
Srsly, try it some time.

ON SWIMMING

My shampoo bottle made an explicit
splurting noise in the showers today after swimming.
The other people turned around and stared at me.
...omg. the Mortificationnn!!!!!! >800000
I prayed desperately for the Holy Spirit to
open a crack in the floor so I could disappear.
Of course...it'd be straight to hell........

Two or three weeks ago I saw the Varsity/higher DACA swimgirls.
And HOLY FUCKING SHIT they were buff.
Like Frikkin APES! Their chest and shoulders were all manly and wide.
It was like seeing a gaggle of men with boobs and long hair. (not uncommon these days)
FReeeeeakkky.
If this is what competitive swimming is going to make me into... I srsly don't want to go there.

Also, I just conked my head straight into the concrete wall today. It was like.. floating... floating.. KABOOM! (Oxiclean)
and now there's a giant bruise on my head to match the bruise on my foot.

I also wore an extremely sheer white tanktop once and somehow on that one day frikkin forgot to bring my.... o.o
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I love this song. Except all the parts that feature Wale. In my opinion, this song would be worthless without Lady Gaga. She is the SEX.
Strangely enough.. you'll realize her eyes always have this dead look to them.
She sounds liek M.I.A. in this one. o.o

As long as they have samples.
Some days when I feel exceedingly bored I mount my bike and leave off to the Cupertino Shopping district area.
I walk around Whole Foods. Make my rounds like 3 times among the samples and eat while soaking in the nice factory style high-ceiling, free AC, and olive-hued decor, play some music at the media station, and put on sample make-up. Then I leave.

Go to Target, read all the tabloid magazines, stroll through the media (movies & stuff), and try on clothes (that I don't purchase). :]

Visit Petsmart to coo over the furry little animals.

Buy Strawberry Milktea with large baboa pearls next to Marina Foods.

And then go to the library to catch up on Cosmopolitan and find more Degrassi, Scrubs, Dead Like Me... etc.

:]
I know how to milk my assets.

Labels: :], milk, mooch, society hobo

Um.. You know how I said Indian Muggle Born Registration Commission?
Yeah. I meant Indian Reservations. You know where the Native Americans went?
And I would like to personally apologize for everything/ everyone I ever hated on, people I bashed on this site, and any post where I spew like a crackhead.

I would like to take back any post where I may have accidently said something hurtful while stewing in jealousy.
Anyway. It's highschool.
Time to lie low for now.
Andddd find some new friends.
Seriously.
Not that any of you guys are bad... butttt
yeah.

~~Fireworks are like orgasms in the sky.

HARRY POTTER.
Harry Potter is juvenile stuff compared to Wicked. That's why I can't read Wicked anymore. It's too heartwretching. I start bawling like every time.
Anywhoo, I was thinking, Harry Potter is much too arrogant for his own good.
I just hate his attitude.
I dislike how he always prevails over evil.
I dislike how he thwarts death at every turn.
I dislike how he wields extraordinary powers.
It's like Percy Jackson all over again on a smaller scale.
Maybe I'm just jealous. o.o

Buttttt.... I love Voldemort! :DDDDD
I love the descriptions of him as Tom Marvolo Riddle, before he turned into You-no-poo. "...dark, handsome, charismatic, blah blah blah."
I'm on Voldemort's side.

Okay, I was thinking, I wanna rewrite the last book.
I want Harry Potter to succumb to evil, and not be all haughty and high and mighty with all the righteousness crap. Instead, he turns to Dark Arts to help him, thus becoming another You-Know-Who. He and Voldemort battle for reign as
The Wizarding World's Next Top Villain.
Millions of civilians are caught in the crossfire.
Lots of evil psychotic laughter ensues.
Instead of just having the ethnicity ignorant Muggle-Born Registration Commission, there would be the new: ta-da
Indian Muggle-Born Registration Commission where all the brownies are killed off first. (except for the cool ones)

Then, Neville Longbottom, the dumpy ugly boy suddenly rises clumsily to fame with a gang of rejects like Ron Weasley and Luna Lovegood, after Neville realizes he is the true boy of the Prophecy made by Trewalney.
And.. yeah, another few novels are spewed out and the two evil pillars are defeated, leaving the world a barren flat land.

THEN THE DECEPTICONS ARRIVE! DUN DUN DUN

... that was unprecendented crap...

I'm FUCKING AFRAID OF THE DARK.
Just walked over into the other part of the house (which is under construction and thus has not light) to retrieve Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows from my old bookshelf and I fucking had a heart attack and ran with my heart pounding back to the lighted kitchen.
I cannot be left alone in the dark lest I am sleeping.
And I have this irrational fear of being shot or murdered while I'm sleeping. = =
I realize watching Cops and those creepy discovery forensic shows at 10:00 as a kid has mentally scarred me for life. TT3TT

MY TWO FAVORITE BITCHES~

Kay. I usually don't write two posts a day (like to keep it to a minimum)..
but like...
I just went to Target...
and this weirdo fat dude who looks like Joshua Lin, actually, could be his older brother, pushes this cart next to me.
So I'm there looking at these cheesy Asian Dolls, when he's like," *gestures for me to take off my earphones* Your body is a ten, but you have a mongoloid face..."
10 seconds later
pushes off cart and is like, "Sorry I was rude,"

RAWR.
... maybe he was referring to the dolls? (I doubt it)

Then on the way home on my bike, I was walking it down the sidewalk and this old man driving his SUV had this really big pervy smile on his face, and his head turned like 180 as I walked past.

O.O

I feel... violated.

My Typical Day as of June 25, 2009

Wake-up at 9:00
(Yay it's like a godsend not having to get to fucking school late everyday)

Spend 9:00 to 10:00 watching Judge Mathias on CW.
Yay. Court Drama is amusing.
Multi-task and try to finish the pile of homework I have been assigned from Alg 2/Trig, that I should have paced out and did last night.

Here's a typical days worth of work (expected to be finished by tomorrow):

p287: 19-37 odd
p239: 1-25 odd
p245: 1-23 odd
p245 Problems: 5-17 odd
p250: 19-29 odd
p350: 1-19 odd

And... about those problems...
ASHJADHFJAADKHFDSJHDFAKFDAJHHDFAKDAFJh
My brain just fell out.

12:00 -2:00 go to class. Sit in the back and doodle. Hope he doesn't notice.

Go home. Write a cheesy blog.
Go swimming at DACA. (Which is TORCHURE)
Sim the rest of the night away, ignoring the pile of mathwork vying for my attention.

Get a headache.
Go to sleep.
Repeat for 4 weeks.

:[

A Sim character of me would have the following traits:
Evil
Kleptomaniac
Mean-Spirited
Neurotic
Athletic
Artistic

I always thought I was a weirdo... but now i realize I'm just sentimental to the ad nauseum.
So like, I don't like rereading books because I hate how the character in the beginning is sooo naive and completely ignorant to the doom of their future, even when I know all the bad & heardbreaking things that will happen to them in their journey through life/w/e. I'm like behind that 4th wall and I can't say anything like Stop don't do that. or please stop dying you're breaking my heart ;_; and stuff like that

GOD WHY CANT THOSE STUPID WORKERS TURN DOWN THEIR STUPID CHEESY 80S POP? I'M MOVING TO ANOTHER ROOM.

~~~

Before a song fully ends, I like to forward to the next song because I don't like hearing it all the way to the end.........

There's this picture of me in Kindergarden, on a pony. It's one of those yearbook pics. I cry at night over things like that. Cuz like, the Pony is probably dead now, you know? And I feel so sad for it.
Same for old people. The cheerful dumpy little old ladies are the ones I feel the most pity for. They seem so nice. It's like, I'm crying on the inside. :'(

I secretly have alot of anger. No... I think its because I enjoy revenge so much. There are many ways to Cyber bully someone and volley at their self-esteem until all that's left is a smoldering tangled mess.

1. If they have Youtube videos, check it daily to vote 1 star.
Thumbs down all the good comments. thumbs up the bad ones.

2. Facebook. Compare people. Continue clicking skip pair until the targeted person comes up. Always vote against him/her/it.

3. Go on Gmail. Spread false/ overblown information to secretly turn everyone against him/her/it.

Never reveal plans.
Yes, it is immature, but

A broken bone can heal, but the wound a word opens can fester forever. ~Jessamyn West

lolololol now you know why some people have such low self-esteem. Words hurt. :]
.
.
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GOSSIP GIRL FTW <3 <3 <3 <3

You know who. :DDDDD
A sick glee washes over me when I'm watching my Sim muther popping out them BABIEEES.
In Sims, they go the whole nine yards with all the grunting and extremely annoying noises that I imagine a hippo would make when giving birth. YUKKKKKK.
Since you can only give birth at home or in a hospital, I love making the Sim walk into the middle of the road and watch her stand there and look constipated. :D

Wait... not the whole nine yards. After the initial freak show, the baby just somehow magically flies into the mother's gleeful arms. O.O
Which is both a savior and... a curse?
Cuz I love porn.

Well anyway. Now. you. know. what. I. Do. When. I'm. Bored.

I regret writing this.

OKAY.
I have compiled a list of my idols in my free time:

1. Michelle Trachtenberg (Gerogina Sparks in Gossip Girl. Starred in 17 Again)

2. Melissa Marie Green (Singer in the Millionaires, Scene Queen, Model. Awesomest hair and make-up EVER)

3. Blair Waldorf (Leighton Meester in real life)

4. Dani Artaud (Aka. DaniGORE; retired Scene Queen, singer in The Millionaires and now model.)

5. Tyra Banks!!! (Hosts own talk show and creator of ANTM <--lovely show <3 )

I want to be just like them when I grow up.
That is, after the rhinoplasty or other sort of improvement surgery, of course. :DDDD

The only reason anyone would read this blog is to glean amusement from my pathetic-ness, oversentimentality, and over-emotional accounts of my boring life.
Thats good :]

It has been made official that Stouffer's frozen meals taste better than the "Claim Jumper Resteraunt" variety and that meat found in any of the frozen entrees, regardless of brand should never, ever, ever EVER be consumed.

I spent the better half of today reading up on Melissa Marie of The Millionaires (my current idol out of who knows how many).
Now, there's a lot of backstory to this obssession.
I first learned about Scene from Irina.
Scene is like emo... except... Take it from Urban Dictionary:

"Scene kids and emo kids are very different mainly in the type of music they like and their outlook on life in general. Scence kids are fun and usually are at local concerts/parties. Emo kids are sad and usually stay at home and write poetry and check their myspaces.
Scene kid: "i cant wait to go to my concert and mosh"

Emo kid: "i cant wait to go to my concert and sob at this life's black abyss that is my heart"

Scene kid: "ok...bye"

Yupp. Well, after reading all sorts of articles online about Scene and Emo, I developed a certain interest for the stuff kids are into nowadays. (LOL)
Somehow, on Youtube, I managed to get to a song by The Millionaires, which believe me was horrible and damaging to my ears, but they had big hair! And cool clothes!
And damn, that girl in the middle was fine.

Cue, my new idol, Melissa Marie Green. I want her nose. It's very nice.



Scene Queen ~~~ <3

I'm obsessed with body parts.
I'll keep talking about them to my brother, since he's the only innocent bystander that always happens to be avaliable.
(Yes, If you're my brother, it is best advised you look for a new job.)

So, it began with hands, then legs, eyes, nose, eyebrows, and cheekbones.
After I pick a part, I go online to research.
Did you know that there are four different types of noses? :DDDDDD
Do you know what high cheeckbones look like compared to lower or less prominent ones?
What kind of eyebrow will suit you best?

How do brow ridges and different facial bones differ from masculine to feminine and in between?

http://www.femininebeauty.info/feminine-vs-masculine

Yes, I know all the answers and more. I also need to get a life. <3

Apparently, Victor's mom called my mom to tell her that I need to wear a helmet while biking. I think Victor also goes to Think Tank so she saw me peddling precariously close to cars without.. GASP a HELMET

Soo... what good would a helmet do? If I fall, I will most likely hurt my arms (more than my head) as I reach out to prevent myself from eating asphalt. Arm helmets, anyone?

Well, I spent my whole trip there and back in hiding, going down side roads, and dogedly looking at the drivers to ensure that none were Victor's muther. (rather than put on a helmet. They make me look DORKY. And no, I would rather be dead than dorky...ha beat you to your comeback.)
(This screams LOSER :DDDD)

Also, some grumpy old man stopped me as I was riding on the sidewalk and very rudely told me "THIS SIDEWALK IS FOR WALKING!!!!" (hey old man.. these boots were made for walking.. and they'll WALK ALL OVER YOU)
I was extremely surprised it was about my error of biking on the sidewalk, and not because I wasn't wearing a helmet, and the fact that he had probably seen me biking across a large road with speeding cars.

Today's topic:

My most favorite character is The Bitch.
I love the diva. The one with the bad attitude, the spoiled one.
Of course, not the downright immature characters or the little kids that throw temper tantrums.

More like adults on bad behavior. But they must have vulnerability and depth. And should be smart too. I hate the stupid prostitute type divas (I dunno. I've seen a lot on the Cops show. So I think I would like to differentiate the two)
These evil characters that fit the criteria are also my idols. They include:
Blair Waldorf

Georgina Sparks

http://www.ifbb.com/images/skopje2008/_DSC7994.JPG
:((((((( Here's the link since blogger won't put it on fer me. I dunno why. Promise me you'll watch it. <3

Margaret (The Proposal)

It really takes something like graduating to realize how much you've taken your friends for granted. It is bittersweet, because in a sense, you wouldn't realize how cool they were or how much you wanted them until you were forced to leave them and then you realize you don't want to, but it's too late to go back and spend some more quality time. Okay confusing, but you get the point.

I just wish it didn't have to be that way.
Apparently, Great America was the official end of our era as the graduating class of '09. Us, just a random group of chinky kids...

I say it's the end, cuz I'm sorta confused. Like, the next time we all meet, are we supposed to be weepy at the end? Or pretend nothing happened? I don't get it. Act like old friends? New acquaintences? Clearly, I am over thinking this. Whatever.

I think this year, I got the most meaningful yearbook signatures ever. I'm so glad there were extra pages. BTW, Julie, thanks... LOL I loved what you wrote:
"So you hafta email and chat w/me and stuff. Or else I won't give you any more surplus vegetation for bunny. And then bunny will be phat and sad."
hahaha. and the part about the Taco Pocket. Manly and conservative, lol.
I'm really really gonna miss you. :(

I'm reminiscing about the old days we spent on the Lawson hallways playing Texas Hold Em' and that short stint of Indian Poker (lol). The countless innumerable days spent on those bright red picnic table where all those previous 8th graders had sat, talked, and ate under the scalding sun, and all the future ones to come. (getting cheesier...) Two straight days of graduation practice trampling frustrated and messily across the bright green grass, and in the end, it all coming together beautifully and perfectly. Pushing that giant garlic ball in Schoolapalooza. Old Mrs. Gousibutt and Bullshizzle, and big-busted Corcoran, the ones we love to hate, but really should give a break. The hours spent on amusing but ttly unnecessary drama. Gunther and his thong and trousers. Our family tree. LOL. OUR FAMILY TREE. OUR FAMILY TREE! (I'm really gonna miss that.) Waiting in the lunch line all day. & Yoesmite!! I REALLY LOVED THAT PLACE. Oh, If only we could all go back for one more day!

... (omg. I'm making myself cry again)

I can't believe Irene's gone. Irene Wangerbanger is the old hippo that bashes my stomach in everyday and molests young gurlies. Prances and dances and is just as pessimistic, cynical, and pervy as I am. We all secretly loved her a little less (actually just as much) and now she's finally gone and I realize how much of my life she impacted. I'm actually gonna miss getting whacked, punched, or clawed on a daily basis, seeing her rapeface and cumface, and all her eccentricities. Her strangeness (ex. not liking pop or dancing or most things young people are interested in today) As Irene wrote in my yearbook:
"I must thank you for making me the dull/vengeful person I am today."
100 % Pure Irene.
I'm going to miss her so much. So so so so so much.

I'm gonna miss you Lynn, Julie, Diana, Dickie, Paige, Lisa, Laura, you 'Tino people, Freda, Karolyn... ♥

auf wiedersehen <3 <3

Watchin TV

I love Tyra Banks.
I love America's Next Top Model.
Speaking of which, I'm watching right now! :DDDD

It's a rerun of cycle 11. Possibly episode 2?
Apparently, I've already watched this.

Hmmmm... okay Sheena is talking right now...
Btw, Sheena is my favorite.
Her face is gorgeous and she's got attitude! 8D
Mrs. Alexander Jay: "She's got the booty of a black girl, grace of a Japanese geisha and class of a Korean princess."





<3 <3 <3 <3

Oh oh oh all the girls are in the hot tub outback at the ANTM mansion.
OOOOh hot tubs and hot girls. Nice combination.

Okay. So there goes Elina. She's really hot. And there's Clark.
They're hugging each other....
And now they're making out.
O_O! O_O!
OH MY GEE THAT'S SO FRIGGIN HOT!!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.



Well, I couldn't find the picture on Google, so I guess this will be the substitute...

Ok. Flips to ET.

Apparently, Adam Lambert is gay. Old news. But that just made him 100 times hotter to me.
whoa whoa hes strappin even without makeup!!!!



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I LOVE the media

I played the original Sims like 2-3 years ago and I was frikkin addicted. Well, not to the first one, since it was unrealistic. I don't think they could even do it in that game. And when they had a baby, it just came from the stork. THey didn't even get preggo. That was stupid.

Sims 2 was a giant improvement, but like a real bore after a while, because the Sim could only stay inside the house except for school and work, and they had absolutely no personality.

Cut to Sims 3. This game is amazing. Go read the 5 star Amazon reviews.
Characters can finally have personalities!!!!!!!
I made three Sims to start with.
Jonathong, Victor, and Annabelle.

fyi, the names have no correspondance to any actual people I know.

So, I made Victor the hot guy. Blond, blue eyes, and like the most perfect face ever. I'm melting, srsly :DDDD
In Sims 3, you can set your Sim to have 5 distinct personality traits.
Soooo, Victor was Athletic, Charismatic, Great Kisser, Flirty, and daredevil. He wanted to enroll in the Army (one of the wishes) so he had to have lvl 10 athletic skill. Which is why he's like frikkin buff :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
Except I made him gay by personalizing all his clothes into pink + lime green tuxedo, pink slacks, and pink tie for formal attire. His fav. color is pink.

I made Jonathong the polar opposite. He's 100% obese, nose with little definition, boring face, and poser clothes... think eminem. I set his five traits as Loser, hopeless romantic, over-emotional, slob, and _____ <-- can't remember, but it was something loserish. He plays the guitar for tips.

AND NOW. DUN DUN DUN. MY MOST AWESOMETASTICAL FAVORTIE CHARACTER OF ALL TIME:

My Annabelle.
She's like the Queen Bitch Ice Queen.
She looks like a blend of Blair Waldor and Kristen Stewart.
And I set her five traits as Insane, Evil, Kelptomaniac, Snob, and Flirty.
It's like the best blend ever.
Insane means ingame, you have the option to "talk to self", "speak madness", "talk about consparices" etc. Also, the Sim will dress randomly. For example, Annabelle wears a swimsuit and sunglasses to bed and underwear to work.

With kleptomatic, she can steal objects from public places and neighbor's houses. I've stolen an expensive streetlight (LOL!) and a bunch of chairs and two plants.

Since she's a snob, when she looks in the mirror "I am beautiful" will pop up in the moodlets and cause a 10+ in her mood. LOL!

Evil causes Annabelle to want to take a track in the Criminal career, where the levels include:

Getaway Driver
Bagwoman
Con Artist
Emperor of Evil
Thief

etc. etc. I LOVE IT.

I dressed her as trampy slutty type, knee high stilettos, elbow high white lace gloves, bellybutton high black vest with nothing underneath, bright pink miniskirt, and black-white stripe leggings.
She laughs evily and does that cupped hand movement too, and I made her voice so it'd be low and sexy.

Also, she has affairs with guys and girls. Golddigger! Polygamist ftw!

Strangely enough, when I made her paint a picture for framing on the wall, her first drawing was like the cutest lollipop stick figure ever! And she drew a cute impressionist squirrel too! At this point I was srsly rofl

Sims 3 amuses me to no end.
I have to recommend it.

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I'm a nutcase.
blah blah blah :D

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